I dont know if it says my name when you
open the page.You cant find a blog which
is named like that.Well you know it doesnt
say anything.Well,if it will be public it will
I did it to revenge to my DH.
I know I am not a nice person.But he didnt
give me divorse when I wanted to.And that
is why I am pissed at him.Also I didnt like
the way he teated me when I was in psychosis.
He beat me,not in the face ,because it would
have been noticed.So thats why I pay back to
him.

Hi,dear
I just came from the doctor.
It was 3 o´clock,when I got
to the pharmacy.
I bought Lamictal,
I suggested it to the doctor.
He must be a bad doctor.
I asked him sleeping pills,
he asked me "is 30 enough"
I said,"would you please
descibe me 100 tablets.
He didnt.I was oh well.
Lamictal was 11.20 E.
Then I went back to the
place and he was leaving
to get car washed.He
traded some work to
get the washing up.
Great deal.It is a big
car.I did some cleaning.
Put some papers to a folder.
That felt good.

I am really going to hell.I do things i am not supposed to do.
I was on the computer,which is grandmamas work computer.
I have been good I dont watch anything with mts.
I get so jealous.I am so jealous for all the peole who see him.
Worst if they get to touch them,I am not alesbian.I see people
I see men i think of sex,i see women i dont think of sex.
Of course there are not people dressing up like whores.
Sexy clothes are very sexy,they turn me on.